AelIhhuein's blog

In my prayers, I ask the Ihhuein to guide me. I ask the Elements to give me guidance, wisdom and comfort. Yet Ihhuein remains silent in her guidance, even the unpredictable winds of Lhael would be a welcomed and much desired guide in these days. Yet the Ihhuein and Lhael do not answer.

I find that my guidance and comfort comes from Avilh. I find that Avilh gives me the inner peace and strength that I need to go on when Lhael and Ihhuein do not answer. Through fear and despair, Avilh remains strong. Avilh has been the support of my foundations.

*Audio Log only* Personal log, Stardate 83954.73: So much has transpired in the past few months and I am barely able to keep up with it all. mnhei'sahe has yet to be satisfied as Argelian tr'Khnialmnae still lives. I have contacted him under the pretense that I wish his assistance in ending the deaths of my rian who have made the same lifestyle choices that I have. I have told him that I placed blame upon the new Fvillha. He has agreed to meet with me, but has yet to show up.

"Personal log Stardate 83727.32." The mezzo-soprano voice says quietly, this personal log appears to be be audio only. Ael'Ihhuein finally begins to speak again, "There is nothing quite like the feeling of being impassioned. I wish that the Elements would be less inconstant with their directions. One moment the Elements do not speak to me and the next moment, I am nearly deafened by their shoves towards what my mnhei'sahe demands.

"Computer start recording." The mezzo-soprano voice says quietly, this personal log appears to be be audio only. Ael'Ihhuein finally begins to speak again, "Personal log, stardate 83638.19." She takes another breath and continues on to say, "It has become uncomfortably obvious that I must reevaluate my career ambitions." Her lips curl into a bit of a frown as a sigh escapes her throat, "A year ago, the path was so very clear and I had exact plans to achieve the ambitions I once had. There are now blocks in my path and I grow dissatisfied with the lack of focus I have with my career."

"Computer begin recording" A feminine mezzo-soprano voice says from a distance away from the terminal recording. The sound of shuffling as she walks over towards the terminal and finally settles down, the voice belongs to Ael'Ihhuein who is wearing a white terry-cloth robe and has dampened hair.

"Computer, begin recording. Personal log." A voice says quietly from a corner of the room which doesn't appear to be visible. The recording starts and the room displays in it's entirety.

"Computer, begin recording"

An image flickers to life and Ael'Ihhuein is sitting in her personal quarters aboard Deep Space Nine. She's in her starfleet uniform and it's roughly day time. Her demeanor seems to have drastically shifted since her last personal log, she appears to have a great deal more confidence and a sincere satisfied look is upon her face. Scattered across her room appears to be various things, it's not normally as clean and organized as it would be.

"Computer, begin recording"

An image flickers to life and Ael'Ihhuein is sitting in her personal quarters aboard Deep Space Nine. It's roughly night time and she's dressed in her night clothes and sits comfortably on a couch with a cup of tea.

"Computer, begin recording"

An image flickers to life and Ael'Ihhuein is sitting in her personal quarters aboard the Defiant. She's wearing her night clothing, which consists of a silvery coloured satin gown with emerald lining. She has a slightly saddened affect to her as she looks down into a wine glass filled with a bluish coloured fizzy liquid. Her eyes move forward and her voice finally begins to speak after she lets out a soft sigh.