Personal Log, Stardate 84430.68

In my prayers, I ask the Ihhuein to guide me. I ask the Elements to give me guidance, wisdom and comfort. Yet Ihhuein remains silent in her guidance, even the unpredictable winds of Lhael would be a welcomed and much desired guide in these days. Yet the Ihhuein and Lhael do not answer.

I find that my guidance and comfort comes from Avilh. I find that Avilh gives me the inner peace and strength that I need to go on when Lhael and Ihhuein do not answer. Through fear and despair, Avilh remains strong. Avilh has been the support of my foundations.

I can only pray that Avilh will grace me with his deep endurance to weather through the things that trouble me so. At least I have the serene and still guidance of Avilh and not the fiery passions of Okhala to guide me.

I would worry if I were ruled by Okhala's will. The fires would burn but eventually turn ashen as do even the hottest and most vibrant of stars. Every fire must burn out.

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